Just the way it is

I’m just happy this way

**4 ka ba?

***Kase I love you 4ever!

Okay, I’m just so happy that we regained this friendship, but what if? What if we had more?

After the break up, I have learned a lot of things, discovered new stuffs, and of course realized a lot of things. I was wrong. I did a lot of mistakes when we were together. I acted weird and I didn’t know what I was doing. Insecurities killed the real me. And… I lost him. </3 Isang malaking sayang. . .

If given the chance that I’d be back in his arms again, this time it would be different! I’d be better. I’ll give him something new. Make him feel something better. I’ll make sure he’ll be happy. I’ll do my best to make things work and be the best, if not the BEST, I’ll be something he’ll never forget.

HAAAAH. Nakakapanghinayang lang na ngayong nahanap ko na ang sarili ko, wala na siya sa tabi ko. @@ At times, I have that strong urge na kung kaya ko lang talaga i-turn back ang time I would really change the way I acted dati. @@ I realized A LOT of things when we were apart. I realized that there’s more to life than just US. And kahit kame, we still have our individual lives. Chaka, Ok din ung nagpapa-MISS ka paminsan. HAHA! Basta, un na yon.

 I’m not saying that I am regretting the things that had happen, I’m just saying that it could have been better. We could have been stronger. We could have last longer.  

But then again, It's just the way it is. . . . Come on! I wanna work things out once more. I'm not closing any doors. And I can only avoid expectations, and just put my faith in God, that he does every little thing for a reason. Of that i'm sure! :) 

#MissMarjj