I know everything will be fine

ok. so tagalog tayo ngyon para maexpress ko tlga ang akin saloobin.

so this past fews days or shall I say, itong mga nakaraang araw. ndi kame nagttext or naguusap ni wilbur. dahil nmn sa nagaway kame. For some reasons, which im not going to broadcast here. its not included. nakakahya. so ayon. So, okay. we are not talking/communicating at the moment, maybe for 3 days already, except for the short PMs on facebook. its really very hard for me pag ganto na. Kase ako ang lugi e. ako ung nabobother, at sya? wala lang. Syempre lalake sya e. anyways. here's my drama...

I know I have my flaws, mistakes, bad stuffs, not that pretty or whatsoever. And im insecure. okay, I admit that. ung feeling na, any moment, any day, pwedeng mawala syo ang taong mahal mo. ung pede neang sabhin na, ndi na kita mahal. oh meh mahal na akong iba. masakit un db. at takot akong mangyare yon. im scared na baka one day mawala nalang sya bigla. and im starting to feel na malapit na yon. ndi nmn tumatagal ang mga away nmn ng gnto ah. pero ngyon, wala tlga, di sya nag effort na kausapin man lang ako. but I understand that, baka ndi pa sya ready, ohhh. pagod sya, oh ewn ko kung anong reason nea.

Sana, maaus na ang lahat, Sana pagkatapos neto maging mas matatag kame. at sana mas mahalin pa namen ang isa't isa. :( SANA .