Fights

hallo blog.

lately we've been having fights.

almost everyday.. and it makes me feel sad. :(

what am i going to do now?

I hope I can change for the better. and he as well.

hmmm.. what bothers me is this, our last fight June 27, almost 10pm

I was really pissed. kinukulit/iniinis/ginagalit nea ako.. @@ at pagod na ako. so what I did is,

I said one more time and I'll put the phone down.

and without hesitation He did it again. @@

sooo, I shut the phone, then slept.

the following day, He didn't show up, he didn't even look for me.

so hinanap ko sya after my class. and then, I saw him playing basket ball. and then I left.

tapos, in the afternoon, after my last class, I went to his room to look for him, but sadly the class was over and he wasn't there anymore. And then, I thought maybe his playing basket ball again, so i went to the MPCC to check if he was there. and the he is! when he saw me he didnt say anything, he just looked at me. OKAY. so I sat there for a while then I decided to leave.

I went back to my friends. after awhile I decided to go to my dentist not far from school. so I head back to the MPCC to say goodbye to him. then when I walked out of the MPCC he was calling me.. he said " hatid na kita. " okayyyyy. so we walked to the clinic. and the walk was like 10 years. we just walked, no chitchats.. just walk.

then I felt that this is really unusual, we never have fights this long.. so while we're walking I gave him a letter I wrote few night before. then he left me in the clinic.

At night, I phoned him. and his sister answered. she said he is still taking a bath. and then he texted me. His messages was really cold. @@ I hated it. I felt really sad. syempre ikaw ba nmn.. nakikipag ayos tapos sya walang gana. @@ I sent him a message on facebook. Then we had a chat. and then I kinda fix things up and then at the and of the night we were laughing .. I sadi if he could come here today. He said he'll try, and now im still waiting for him to come..

uh.. I'm going to do my best to really understand him as much as possible.

Im not going to be immature.

Im going to make this last, We're going to make this thing last.